Night Music



Familiar

I remember long ago before my pain took all control
Four years old sitting alone in the yard of my parents home
So familiar was that feeling but somewhere I let it go
Looking in the mirror but I don’t recognize myself

Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do

4 A.M., I’m staring at the stranger that says I’m a mess
Sometimes it feels like there’s half of me that I hide in my chest
Looking at the pictures that you sent, they sometimes make me guess
What’ll it be like when we’re old, will I ever be ok

Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do
Doo-doo do, doo-doo do

Praying for
Rain that’ll bring something more
But I doubt it’s what I’ll find
Haven’t had a dream since I left behind what it’s like in your eyes
Spend my days
Alone with the shadows raised
Hanging on a memory
Swimming out to darker seas endlessly until we fall asleep

Sleepwalk

Spend all of my time alone
Round and round my mind I wander
Walk to the cove where we meet when I dream of you somber
Sleepwalk through my days just so
I escape the pain of memory
But still I hold our sweetest feelings for safe keeping

Tell me why it’s alright, I could not take a lie
Close my eyes everytime, hold a knife inside the night
Temper me, tend the sea in this bad infinity
Can’t believe what I see, give me mercy

Snow melting on my window
Hear a whisper as the wind blows
Where’s my head now I’m upside down and deep inside a hole
Stand motionless at the edge
Can’t remember where it began
Is this the end where tired eyes look toward their home again

Tell me why it’s alright, I could not take a lie
Close my eyes everytime, hold a knife inside the night
Temper me, tend the sea in this bad infinity
Can’t believe what I see, give me mercy

Nowhere

I'm in between living in my dreams
Can't recall when last I saw past the trees
The lights fade low as time it passes slow
There's no place left to go

The nights are still
Can't tell what's real
In between two worlds, I'm lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
Still seems to lead nowhere

I'm in between escaping into
Fantasies, my memory melts away
The cold surrounds moving without a sound
It closes all around

The nights are still
Can't tell what's real
In between two worlds, I'm lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
Still seems to lead nowhere

Oh and when those walls come crashing down
In ashes will I finally be found
And again I hear the voice call out,
A choice laid out but can't decide
Oh and when those walls come crashing down
In ashes will I finally be found
When the past is future the overture rings out "as above, so below"

The nights are still
Can't tell what's real
In between two worlds, I'm lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
But will it lead nowhere

If Only

Out with the light, your shadow's
Falling tonight beneath the moonglow, then the thought grows
Back of my mind, the swell of
Blood in my eyes beneath the hallows, down where we go
I'd let it go oh if only
But it haunts me
Killing me slow and softly
I'd let it go oh if only
But it haunts me
Follows me like a shadow
Do I need this disease, I don't know, fear it's my home
Taken so many from me
What do you see through a glass darkly, just a memory
I'd let it go oh if only
But it haunts me
Killing me slow and softly
I'd let it go oh if only
But it haunts me

On My Mind

Lately you’ve been on my mind
Think about you all the time
Nights without you pass so slow
Counting days til we’re alone
Feel you walking by my side
But it’s just inside my mind
See you everywhere I go
But I know it’s your shadow

Falling backwards in a dream
The way that you look at me
You’ll always be everything
You and me through anything
Close your eyes and hold my hand
Waiting for the day I can
Hold you in my arms again
Love you til my life ends and again

Dancing With A Ghost

City’s dark tonight, but I feel alive as
I watch the rain slide off high rise window
Pains echoing the thousands that make the crowd
Alone when the music gets loud

Dancing with a ghost tonight
An empty presence at my side
We go spinning under neon light
It’s only you and I this time
So I’m dancing with a ghost tonight
While dizzy visions fill my mind
I can almost recognize your eyes
You’re with me til we see sunrise

Oh I search downtown, you’re not around
So I count the days as I wait
Til the time when we come to find ourselves inside
Our same embrace, til then

Dancing with a ghost tonight
An empty presence at my side
We go spinning under neon light
It’s only you and I this time
So I’m dancing with a ghost tonight
While dizzy visions fill my mind
I can almost recognize your eyes
You’re with me til I realize

Otherside

As smoke filled the scene and you caught my eye
Thought why it could be, we’ve been here a while
Then you turned and said, “Fuck being the same”
My face turning red, you turning away
Thoughts came with the times, you kept them as well
And I don’t know why I can’t trust myself
Oh I know I spend too much time alone
I wish it could end but really

It’s the only thing I know
And you keep me afloat
So fold your hands in mine
Tonight we’ll reach the otherside

The wind beats my face, I wither away
But those words you say convince me to stay
I’ll let go with time and pass through the door
But I’m by your side, cause baby

It’s the only thing I know
And you keep me afloat
So fold your hands in mine
Tonight we’ll reach the otherside

I Don't Wanna Live Forever

In a place without a name
We were painting gray on gray
Now it hurts to laugh, instead try to forget it
Even you forgot your name
Blend the days passing your way
All you want and all you need is someone closer
On a day without a date
Same old places that we wait
Do you lose yourself among so many faces
Even you forgot your name
Blend the days passing your way
All you want and all you need is someone closer

Think we’re running out of tomorrows
Even though I’ve got another year
Oh I don’t wanna live forever no
But I don’t wanna die without you here
Been living on time that we borrowed
Doesn’t seem so long when it’s all clear
Cause I don’t wanna live forever no
But I don’t wanna die without you here

In the way you said my name
And the purpose that you gave
Now it hurts to laugh, instead try to forget it
Even you forgot your name
Blend the days passing your way
All I want and all I need is someone closer

Think we’re running out of tomorrows
Even though I’ve got another year
Cause I don’t wanna live forever no
But I don’t wanna die without you here
In the place without a name
Far behind the gray on gray
When we’re gone the earth will spin around and round and round

Rewind

It’s okay to lie
We do it all the time, let’s
Just watch another show tonight

It doesn’t feel like this will ever end
But we’re out of time
In truth we know we can’t rewind
Let’s

Watch another show tonight
Tell me it’s okay to cry
We do it all the time with wide eyes

Full Moon

In the pale moonlight I lost my mind
Feeling the rain for the first time
All alone it showed
What windows know, ah

In the dark I saw a waterfall
Filling a pool with blood and law
While I’m far from home
Feels like I’ll die alone

World Spins Slow

World spins slow when I’m with you
And it freezes seasons

In the massive silence
Do you believe in heaven
I do when we’re together
Through the night we weather
World spins slow when I’m with you
Through the night we weather
World spins slow when I’m with you
Through the night we weather